Sunday, February 22, 2009

My Perfect Portion

Gonna go out on a limb here and be completely honest for a bit (instead of writing my Shakespeare paper, oops). This semester sucks thus far. If this past week is a testament to what's to come, I sort of want to give up. In reality, nothing terrible is happening and I could probably use an attitude adjustment, but really...what a crappy week.

I'm struggling with the college semester by semester living. Every semester is a different story. New faces, new schedule, new everything. Even at the end of the third year at Biola and I still find myself struggling with adjustment. Other days I struggle with the repetition and think that I'm just sick of this place. I'm so hard to please. Yuck. Last semester was an incredible high-- I learned a lot, grew a lot, changed a lot. I guess this semester, I'm having a hard time coming back down from everything that was the last few months.

It's been an emotional week, the roller coaster kind.

Blahhhhhhh, there. Got the yuck all typed out, maybe the attitude adjustment can start now.

<3
Han

1 comment:

Taylor said...

I'm really sorry that things have been difficult. I am praying for you and I am here for you! I love you, hang in there :)